You didn't land here by accident.
Something brought you to this page today. Maybe you’re hurting. Maybe you’re lost. Maybe you just need someone to tell you the truth without wrapping it in toxic positivity and a bow.
Whatever it is — the universe has something for you.
The Universe Decides is a daily healing ritual unlike anything you’ve ever seen on a wellness site. It’s not a quiz. It’s not a horoscope. It’s not generic self-help dressed up in pretty fonts.
It’s your Soulicine — a daily dose of exactly what your soul needs today.
Here’s how it works:
- Close your eyes and take one slow breath
- Spin the wheel and let the universe do the rest
- Land on one of 11 elemental Soulicines — Fire, Water, Earth, Air, Aether, Shadow, Seed, Wake Up, Moon, Transformation, or Starseed
- Receive your reading — a raw emotional truth written just for where you are right now, a sacred ritual you can do today, a quote from Sam, and an affirmation to carry with you
- Come back tomorrow — your Soulicine changes daily
This was built by someone who survived addiction, incarceration, rock bottom, and the long quiet road back to herself. It was built for you — the one who feels too much, who has been through too much, and who is still somehow, stubbornly, showing up.
Progressing Not Perfecting
The Universe
Decides
Your Spinicine is waiting. Close your eyes. Take one breath. Whatever it lands on is your Soulicine for today.
Your Soulicine is
ready to reveal.
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YOUR TRUTH TODAY
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YOUR RITUAL FOR TODAY
FROM SAM
— Samantha Bushika, Progressing Not Perfecting
YOUR AFFIRMATION
* Come back tomorrow — your Spinicine is always here.
F.I.O.A. And Find Out
FOIA & Find Out explores the declassified files they never expected ordinary people to read—CIA consciousness experiments, psychological operations, hidden human potential, frequency research, and truths stranger than fiction. But this series isn’t about fear. It’s about taking what we uncover and using it to think deeper, heal harder, awaken fully, and become far more difficult to manipulate.
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1st Audio in the Gateway Program: You are led from your physical waking state into deep relaxation and then into unexplored levels of your consciousness. Discover new potentials in thought and action as your total self becomes your personal gateway into profound forms of perception. Voiced by Bob Monroe. Includes a Guidance Manual and the following six exercises
Orientation - introduction and Focus 3
Intro Focus 10 - establish the state of mind awake/body asleep
Advanced Focus 10 - expand perception and learn greater control of personal energy
Release and Recharge - detach from old fears and negative emotions
Exploration, Sleep - techniques for expanding and exploring while asleep
Focus 10 Free Flow - experiment with all tools learned in Wave I
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Samantha Bushika
Spirituality • Personal Development • Addiction Recovery
Where I Been...
- $Trapped in a nearly 20-year cycle of addiction and incarceration.
- $Arrested more times than I care to count.
- $Spent months at a time locked in solitary confinement ripped off all of my metal health and maintenence medicatios left to detox with the one person I hated more than anyone else in the world; myself.
- $Lost dozens of friends to overdose and addiction.
- $Spent years believing my future had already been decided for me.
- $Carried shame, self-destruction, and hopelessness like a second skin.
- $Entered recovery with a credit score in the 400s and a correctional GPS monitor around my ankle.
- $Faced obstacles that should have broken me—but somehow didn't.
- $Lived through the consequences of thousands of bad decisions and learned from every one of them.
- $Was told, directly and indirectly, that people like me don't change.
Where I Am...
- $Proud mother of two incredible children.
- $Homeowner, entrepreneur, and certified recovery coach.
- $Ten years free from heroin and illicit drug use.
- $Building a life I once believed only happened to other people.
- $Founder of Progressing Not Perfecting, a community built on hope, healing, and transformation.
- $Dedicated to helping others rebuild their lives without judgment.
- $Speaker, mentor, writer, and advocate for people society often overlooks.
- $Self-taught stock and crypto investor who built my own investment portfolio without a financial background, a finance degree, or a roadmap, and who learned the market the same way I learned recovery—one day, one lesson, and one mistake at a time.
- $Continuing to heal, grow, learn, and evolve every single day.
- $Progressing—not perfecting.
Where I'm Going...
- $Helping millions of people realize they are not beyond redemption.
- $Building one of the most impactful recovery and personal growth communities in the world.
- $New York Times Best Selling Author. 😉😏🤞
- $Turning my pain into purpose and my story into service.
- $Creating tools, programs, and resources that help people transform their lives.
- $Writing books that challenge, inspire, and heal.
- $Speaker, mentor, writer, and advocate for people society often overlooks.
- $Proving that setbacks can become launchpads.
- $Showing people what is possible when they refuse to quit on themselves.
- $Progressing—not perfecting.
- $Built generational wealth so that my children NEVER have to stuggle as I have.
- $Still PROVING THEM ALL WRONG.
My Story
I wasn’t supposed to end up here.
At least that’s what the statistics would have predicted.
I spent nearly twenty years battling addiction, cycling through jail cells, courtrooms, broken promises, and consequences. I watched people I loved lose their lives. I buried dreams, opportunities, and versions of myself I wasn’t sure I would ever get back. There were moments when hope felt impossibly far away.
Yet somehow, beneath all the chaos, a small part of me refused to die.
That small spark became a decision. That decision became a new direction. And over time, that direction became an entirely new life. Today, I am a mother, homeowner, coach, entrepreneur, writer, and advocate. More importantly, I am living proof that a person’s past does not determine their future.
Everything I create is built on one belief: progress matters more than perfection. Because transformation doesn’t happen all at once. It happens through thousands of small choices, made over and over again, until one day you look around and realize you’ve become someone you once only dreamed of being.

































































